Monday, May 21, 2007

We have a problem.

And the problem is that our kids don't like to sleep. Actually, I guess that wouldn't be a problem if I didn't like to sleep, myself, so maybe I'm the one with the problem. It would probably be easier for me to stop needing sleep than to get both children to sleep well.

Nate is asleep in his room right now. He naps OK in his crib during the day, you see. But around 6/7:00 at night he develops a sleepiness allergy. He begins to squeal and scream and shriek as if being murdered. For reals. And once he is (finally) nursed/patted/walked/bounced into unconsciousness, he will wake up instantly if placed in his crib. So he has to stay on one of us to sleep. Fun times.

It's a lot like how his sister used to be, not coincidentally. Her sleep problem has matured into a willful refusal to go to bed. Naptime is relatively OK, but nighttime is a horror show, and it has been for a long, long time. We do our nightly pre-bedtime routine, tuck her in, turn down the lights, kiss her good-night, and shut her door. Within a few minutes she's out and in the living room, asking for one stuffed animal or another, or for a drink of water, or to have her blanket placed upon her just so. If we have convinced her to stay in her bed (through a variety of threats/bribes/cajolings) she will scream out for us, sobbing: "Mommmmmeeeeeee! Dadddddeeeeeeee! Somebody come sit with me!!!!!" And if we give in, through our own weakness or pity or shame or exhaustion, and come in and sit next to her, in the dark, while she falls asleep? Well: she will try very hard to get us to talk to her. She will ask questions that are so random and charming that you will be tricked into answering them. "What color pants are you wearing, Mommy?" "Where's Daddy?" "What are you having for dinner?" "Tell me a story about shy dogs!" "What should I dream about, Mommy?"

And if you successfully ignore her questions and you can stop her singing to herself (and even the quietest singing counts, yes even humming) and you just stay there in the quiet darkness, with her all snuggled up under the covers with all the appropriate stuffed animals and sippy cups nearby, well, sleep must surely follow, right? No. Perhaps you will stay there for 10 minutes. Perhaps 30. Maybe even longer. Then her breathing will be regular and deep and you will try to leave, and as soon as you stand up she will murmur "don't go!" and if you tell her good-night and continue to leave she will begin to scream and howl just like she did BEFORE you sat with her. So what, exactly, was the point?

Eventually she does fall asleep, but it's due to some mysterious alchemy, some ever-changing specific combo of moves and tones of voice and words and timing. And after all that, more often than not, she will wake up during the night crying, again, needing more attention.

Add up the Lula and Nate bedtime situations and you have a complete and absolute nightmare. Obviously it requires both parents to devote their evenings to the children's sleeping projects. Once we get Lula down Scott and I have about an hour before our own bedtimes, and we spend that hour sharing baby duty. It. Just. Sucks.

I was going to make this post funny, somehow, but our sad daily reality is so bleak that I just can't. Here's what I am hoping: that Nate will grow out of this, and one day I'll put him down to sleep at night and he'll actually stay asleep. And then Lula will see him sleeping in his own bed and not getting extra attention from Mommy, and she'll decide that this nightly struggle isn't worth it. If anyone out there has some helpful and loving advice, I'd like to hear it.

3 comments:

Alice said...

Oh, dear. I hate to say this, you know I do, but the same thing was happening with Henry. Do you know what came next? Can you guess?

We had to say goodbye to the naps. After that the nighttime sleeping improved immeasurably.

Of course he didn't have a new sibling, so what the hell do I know? Nothing. Carry on.

debl said...

Dude, I sent you a whole book! A book celebrities use, so it must be good, right?

Seriously, it seems that (judging from SuperNanny and that sleeping book) the only way to solve this quickly and simply is to be a complete asshole to your kids for a week or so (ignoring the crying etc.). So you have to weigh the pros and cons against that and getting better sleep for yourself. (I don't know what i'd do, to tell the truth.)

Anonymous said...

Gah. I pretty much hold with Debbie's advice, adding only that Scott should probably be the one doing to final night-night sequence, if only to avoid having Sarah throw herself out the window (and seriously: you live on the 2nd floor! It wouldn't help).

This means (deep breath) Sarah gives Lula a hug goodnight, and Scott takes her to her room. The agreed-on song and/or story follows, and then Scott shuts the door. (Sarah should turn up the TV). I swear that the screaming will become less in fewer days than you think. And probably before New York's version of child protective services arrives.

Given Lula's general smartness, I wonder if you guys could get her to agree in advance about how it should go. Or maybe just tell her, in some recognizable number of steps (no more than 4). But maybe that's just me waffling already. Be consistent, and never back down. Or as Debbie put is, Be a complete asshole to your kids for a week.

Bestest of luck...